S.T.O.R.Y.

without you here, maybe I can still be happy. but, will never be perfect.

I closed my eyes, trying to find you there. Do you also sleep with the same dream?

I dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash ‘cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks ‘til it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

‘Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn’t need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don’t know why
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense
Don’t speak as I try to leave ‘cause we both know what we’ll choose
If you pull then I’ll push too deep and I’ll fall right back to you

Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?

I can’t forget it, though I’ve tried
I know you regret it, love,
You told me so many times.

But I still wonder,
Why…
You left with her
And left me behind

Take your hands off him
‘cause he’s the only one that I
Have ever loved
And please don’t find her skin
When you turn the lights out

I can’t erase it
From my mind
I just replay it, over,
Think of it all the time.
But I don’t want to imagine
Words you spoke to her that night.
Naked bodies look like porcelain,
You both knew I’d be bleeding inside….


Did she make your heart beat faster than I could?
Did she give you what you hoped for?
Oh, nights of loveless love, I hope it made you feel good,
Knowing how much I adored you.

You’re far away tonight
Haven’t seen you in a while
It always feel like a climb
On this never ending hill

And I keep saying, wait just one more day
Days slowly drift away
And I can hold to the memories
But they wont hold me in the same way
As you

And this distance between us
Has has come and cut us clean as
A sharp blade
And this distance between us
Has made my heart as weak as
Silk that’s frayed

And I just wanna
Hold ya, hold ya, hold ya now
You’re the one that
Keeps me, keeps me on the ground
I just wanna
Hold ya, hold ya, hold ya now
Can we turn this knife the blunt way around?

I feel empty, my eyes are closed
It’s getting dark and I’m alone
And I sleep next to my window
In case you decide to come home

And I keep saying, wait just one more day
Days slowly drift away
And memories I have begin to fade
‘Cause you’re so far away

This distance between us
Has has come and cut us clean as
A sharp blade
And this distance between us
Has made my heart as weak as
Silk that’s frayed

And I just wanna
Hold ya, hold ya, hold ya now
You’re the one that
Keeps me, keeps me on the ground
I just wanna
Hold ya, hold ya, hold ya now
Can we turn this knife the blunt way around?

And I can only stay
One more day
It’s like waiting on the rain
In a warm summer day

And this distance between us
Has has come and cut us clean as
A sharp blade
And this distance between us
Has made my heart as weak as
Silk that’s frayed

And I just wanna
Hold ya, hold ya, hold ya now
You’re the one that
Keeps me, keeps me on the ground
I just wanna
Hold ya, hold ya, hold ya now
Can we turn this knife the blunt way around, now.

“They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but I don’t think it’s possible for you to miss me as much as I’m missing you right now”

“Without you in my arms, I feel an emptiness in my soul. I find myself searching the crowds for your face - I know it’s an impossibility, but I cannot help myself.”

He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect for more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.